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  Gevsilon never had much of a breeze, as if the forces that brought Driftwood together needed some cosmic counterbalance for the maelstrom of Oneua. What movement there was died as Eyo began to play, the air settling around her like a warm, damp blanket.

  She wasn’t ready. But she made herself step forward anyway.

  The list of things that didn’t work grew longer as the years went by.

  Slidecloth didn’t last long enough. The flute might have worked, but the winds tore away Eyo’s breath before she could produce a note, and when she tried going back with a slidecloth-covered barrel over her head as shelter, the flute only affected the air inside the barrel. Then Uaru had to pick splinters out of her cheek after the barrel shattered. A potion whose seller swore it would make her invulnerable turned out to be nothing more than flavored wine. Someone else legitimately had the ability to turn Eyo insubstantial, but that would have made it impossible for her to do anything else—like carry an object. Burrowing underground kept her safe from the storm; unfortunately, she could spend the rest of her life digging tunnels and never find what she was looking for, not without some way to orient herself. Flying could lift her above the winds, but that didn’t change the fact that she would have to descend into them eventually. Remembering her grandparents’ stories of how the world dried out before the storm began, Eyo even looked into the possibility of channeling the remnants of the Eckuoz Sea across the border into Oneua, on the principle that it might lay the dust. But a broken dam in Ishlt left the aquatic Leshir in desperate search of a new home, and they took up residence in the waters of Eckuoz before Eyo could put that particular crackbrained idea to the test.

  Last showed up intermittently, whenever he found some new prospect for Eyo to consider. Sometimes his absence stretched out to a solar year or more. But she never had any doubt that she would see him again; the possibility of him losing interest was as inconceivable as his death.

  He never offered to go into the storm for her. And she never asked.

  She worked as a trader, primarily among the Brenak’i, where her scarred face and hand earned her respect. When Eyo was young, the prospect of being a hero to her people had consumed all her thoughts; as the years passed, it slipped further and further into the back of her mind, pushed aside by duties and opportunities more immediate.

  But it never went away. And when her daughter was born, it came roaring back to life, as if it had never faded at all.

  Ila wasn’t her first. Eyo had an older child-pair, a boy and a hanaime, sired by an Oneui lover. But even if her second birth hadn’t been single—a rarity among her people—the girl’s appearance would have told everyone her father was an outsider, her eyes too small, her face too round, her skin more Brenak’i gold than Oneui red. She had scalp feathers, but none along the backs of her arms.

  “It happens with almost everyone, sooner or later,” Last said one night as they sat outside. All three of Gevsilon’s moons were in the sky, making what the Nigevi had called “false day;” people went about their business in the half-light, but the strip of packed dirt between the tenements and the border was much less busy than usual. “Some peoples manage to keep themselves completely separate until they’re gone, and a few seem to be fertile only with their own kind, but most wind up mixing with other races in Driftwood.”

  About half the inhabitants of Gevsilon these days were Drifters, the descendants of such cross-world encounters. Products of a hundred worlds, they had no world but Driftwood itself. “It all goes away in the end,” Eyo said, her voice thick. “Ila’s great-grandchildren will be Drifters. They’ll know nothing of Oneua.” Then she pounded her fist against the dirt. “I say that as if I know anything about it. All I know are my grandparents’ stories! I was born after they fled here. We try to live as they did before, but it isn’t the same. We eat the food of the Brenak’i, wear fabric the Thiwd make from worms. Without our suns we can’t count time correctly, so all our rituals are guesses. If we had—”

  She swallowed the words before they could come out. Last nodded. “If you had whatever it is you left behind.”

  He’d given up on asking her what it was. But he hadn’t given up on finding her a way.

  Eyo let her head sag. “I know it won’t fix anything. Everything in Driftwood fades eventually; the Oneui will be no different. Generations from now, that storm will be gone, and some other dying world will have taken our place. But what happens before then—that still matters. At least to me.”

  Last stroked the white feathers of her crest. There was no one else she allowed to make such an intimate gesture anymore, now that Uaru had passed away. Last wasn’t kin—she didn’t even know what world he’d come from—but somewhere during these years of effort, he had become family.

  “I’ll keep searching,” he said. “For you.”

  Driftwood took, and took, and took—but it also gave.

  Ila was growing like a weed and Eyo’s eldest pair had passed their rites of adulthood when Last appeared with news from the Edge. “You have some- thing,” Eyo said, hope flaring in her heart.

  He’d had something before, countless times. But usually he looked optimistic, or maybe skeptical. This time he looked grim. And that, against all logic, gave her hope.

  “I do,” Last said, the words dragging with reluctance. “But it—hellfire. Eyo, it’s something they do to their criminals.”

  In Driftwood, customs of punishment varied as much as anything else. For all Eyo knew, criminals in this newly arrived world were made to wear outlandish costumes, or eat foul-smelling herbs. “I don’t care. Whatever it is, I’ll—”

  Last put up his hand before she could finish her sentence. “Don’t. I almost didn’t even come tell you, except . . . I can’t do that to you. Can’t lie. I’ve always brought you everything, and so I have to bring this. But it’s permanent, Eyo. Assuming it even works here, you won’t be able to come back from it. And I can’t swear that it will help you. I don’t know what it is you need to retrieve from Oneua, but you might do this to yourself and then find you aren’t able to bring that thing out like you want.”

  “Sa-Last.” The formal address brought him up short. Eyo laid her hands over his and said, “Tell me.”

  He’d lived for a long time. More lifetimes than anyone could count, him included, Eyo thought. Somewhere in all those ages, he’d learned how to spit out bad news without choking on it.

  “They turn their criminals into wind.”

  Her fingers went slack.

  Wind.

  Like the never-ending storm in Oneua.

  “Self-aware wind,” Last said. “You’ll still be yourself. You’ll know where you are, and be able to move as you wish. And if what you’re looking for is small enough, you might be able to pick it up and blow it to the border. But you’ll be like that forever, Eyo—until Oneua is gone.”

  Her heart seemed to have gone silent in her chest. If what you’re looking for is small enough. It was—oh, it was.

  Which meant that if this worked—if these newcomers to Driftwood could change her into wind— if she could find her way into the sanctuary—if she could control herself well enough—

  Then she would die. Her mind would linger, but as far as her people were concerned, she would be gone. Lost forever in the storm that had consumed Oneua, until Driftwood finally ground the last of it out of existence.

  Eyo said, “Ila is still a child.”

  Someone else might have thought she was preparing to refuse. But Last knew the Oneui: once Ila passed her rites, Eyo’s obligations to her half-Brenak’i daughter would be done.

  And he knew Eyo.

  If the air of Gevsilon hadn’t been so still, so quiet, she wouldn’t have heard his words. “How long?”

  “Two lunar years,” Eyo said.

  Last nodded. “I’ll be ready when the time comes. But if you change your mind—”

  They both knew she wouldn’t.

  No one had come to watch her previous attempts. People
who thought they could go back into Oneua were eccentrics at best, lunatics at worst; the polite thing to do was to turn a blind eye.

  But when the day came that Eyo faced the border for the final time, the tenements emptied, and the well-trammeled thoroughfare from the dwindling Eckuoz Lake was filled with the silent, watching ranks of Oneui.

  Last stood a pace from the border with their visitor, a magistrate from the distant world called Tzuh. If this one was any example, the Tz were a short, stocky people, the least airy beings Eyo could imagine. Last referred to the magistrate as “they,” so Eyo thought of them as hanaime, though in truth they had no more gender than a rock—at least that she’d been told. She hadn’t spoken much to them. Right now, all her thoughts were bent on her own people.

  The eldest hanaime among them performed the rites: a funeral for one who would soon be dead. Stripped bare, her skin covered in an intricate lace of white paint, Eyo turned to face the border—and was caught halfway through her turn by Ila, flinging her arms around her mother’s waist in defiance of all custom.

  “I love you,” Ila whispered into her shoulder, fierce through the tears. “And I will remember. Every bit of it. I’ll teach my children about Oneua, and they will teach theirs, from now until the end of Driftwood.”

  Eyo laid her cheek atop her daughter’s head. The promise was as impossible as it was heartfelt. This was the truth of Driftwood: that in the end, everything went away and was forgotten, no matter how hard people tried to cling to the scraps.

  But the effort still meant something.

  “Wait for me at the border,” Eyo said back, stroking her daughter’s crest. “I will bring it to you—I swear.”

  Then she pried Ila away, gently, and approached Last and the Tz magistrate.

  Last met her gaze. He understood, she thought. He of all people would.

  He murmured a phrase in a language she didn’t recognize. His own native tongue? It had the sound of a blessing. Then he stepped back and it was just the magistrate, who set their feet against the ground and began a series of clicking noises that seemed to slip between the pieces that made up Eyo, separating them, slicing the bonds between them until they all came apart—

  An instant before she became entirely insubstantial, Last placed his hands against her back and shoved.

  The storm was never-ending insanity.

  Particles of sand tore through Eyo, robbed of their power to harm her. But she cartwheeled through the air without any sense of up or down, left or right; there was only forward, borne along on the ever-changing currents. Backward did not exist at all. In the face of such fury, even the thought was impossible.

  She could not fight the wind, any more than she had been able to withstand it before. In order to survive, she had to join with it. And in order to win passage through, she had to ride the torrent.

  Forward, forward, always forward, swirling and veering and tearing across a landscape she knew only from her grandparents’ stories. Everything was worn down by the constant friction of the sand, rounding into smooth shapes she could barely identify. Then it would all vanish, as she arced upward and away and lost track of where she was.

  But gradually she learned.

  And even more gradually, she began to work her way toward her goal.

  It was slow progress. Sometimes she wound up farther away than before, her own strength nothing against the power of the storm. But Eyo had learned patience, in her years of trying to enter Oneua. She simply rode the winds away, then came back for another pass. She found spaces between the crumbling buildings where the fury was quieter. She mapped out the vortices where everything became chaos, and found there was pattern within it after all.

  And then, one night when both of Oneua’s suns had set, she slipped inside the hollow wreck of a building whose sand-scoured walls still bore the unmistakable tint of green jade.

  The winds had broken open doors, windows, roofs. But not floors, not yet—and in here, where only a portion of the storm could reign, Eyo’s hard-won skill bore fruit. In a single instinctive movement she was across the entry chamber, into the inner room, at the entrance to a spiral staircase winding downward. The storm itself aided her now, dragging her down that spiral, but she almost missed the opening at the bottom, flinging her insubstantial form through it by the narrowest of margins.

  Here the air was almost still. The place was as dark as Last’s hair; no flame had illuminated it since the Oneui fled. But a wind did not need eyes to see. Eyo spread herself out, floating along at a pace of her own choosing, farther and farther from the reach of the storm. Soon hers was the only movement, drifting past a double rank of statues whose lines were as crisp and unworn as the day they were first carved. They seemed to watch her go by, and Eyo offered up a silent prayer to them, that she would not have done all this in vain.

  She had not.

  It sat in a shallow bowl of gold, untouched by the distant wind. A single feather: the most holy relic of her people, taken from the crest of Ona, foremother of their race. Too precious and fragile to risk in the storm, the feather had remained behind when the Oneui fled, because they didn’t realize they would never be able to return for it.

  Eyo could move a feather.

  But could she keep it safe from the storm?

  She gathered it up with the lightest touch, wafting it on a breath of air to the center of herself. She would have only one opportunity: once she re-entered the tempest, there would be no chance to retreat and try again. If she lost control of the feather, or let the sand rip through her and her precious burden . . .

  Waiting would not make her any more ready. Eyo wrapped herself around the feather, prayed, and launched herself back into the wind.

  A balcony lined the back wall of the Oneui settlement in Gevsilon, facing the border.

  It had changed a great deal from the early years. Children now played on the open ground in their idle moments, and laundry often hung from the balcony’s railing. Still, the place had a touch of the sacred to it, and from time to time anyone who came out there would pause in their work or play and gaze at the border with Oneua, the unabated fury of the storm just a short distance away. Moss and flowers grew in the space between, since the thoroughfare had been blocked up.

  Ila sat in her accustomed spot just a pace away from that silent, sand-torn barrier. Waiting.

  A bell rang near the center of Gevsilon. She’d grown accustomed to the sound since the Wilsl moved in, taking the place of the now-extinct Nigevi. Soon one of the children would bring her food, and brush her hair, and talk with her for a little while before leaving her to her vigil.

  She never troubled herself to wonder what would happen after she was gone. Her mother had promised to bring the feather to her. Ila’s faith was absolute.

  Something swirled by in the sand and was gone. Ila rose, so quickly her aging bones protested.

  Had she imagined it. . . ?

  Then it came again. Without hesitation, she plunged her hand through the intangible barrier, from one world into the next, and took hold of what she’d seen.

  She expected to feel sand tear the skin from her hand, the flesh from her bones. Instead she felt a brief, soft caress—and then, before the storm could take her, Ila pulled her hand back.

  Slowly, not daring to breathe, she uncurled her fingers. Ona’s crest feather balanced in her palm, iridescent and gold.

  Tears slipped down Ila’s cheeks. “Thank you,” she whispered to the storm, then turned to face the Oneui. As they knelt in a rippling wave, she raised the feather high above her head.

  Eyo had kept her promise.

  recorded by Yilime

  The Peacemaker

  “YOU SKIPPED OVER part of the story.”

  Ioi stares at Kuondae. “What do you mean?”

  The feline woman turns to sit cross-legged on the wall, facing the seats of the amphitheater, and spreads her arms. “What about Last? It’s a touching story and all about your grandmother—but aren’t we here for
him? What happened to him?”

  That is, after all, the question that has brought everyone to the amphitheater. Either to have it answered . . . or to grieve for the answer they believe is true.

  But Kuondae’s meaning is more specific. “After Eyo went into the wind,” she says patronizingly, omitting the Oneui honorific “Sa-” on purpose. “What did Last do?”

  “He waited,” Ioi says.

  “For how long?”

  Ioi’s feet shift uneasily. “Nine days.”

  “At the expense of his hosts, no doubt. I knew your mother Ila; she would have fed and housed him, grateful that he booted her mother into a sandstorm at her request.” Kuondae scratches lazily in the thin fuzz of her skin. “And then what did he do?”

  Ioi’s answer is barely audible even to those nearby. “He left.”

  “He left,” Kuondae repeats, loud enough for all to hear. “And did he ever come back? Does he even know Eyo brought her precious feather out of the storm?”

  “It took years,” Ioi said hotly. “Most people thought my mother was a fool for waiting. But Eyo—”

  “This isn’t about Eyo, is it? It’s about Last, and your claim that he was driven by friendship.” Kuondae slinks off the wall again and begins to pace, back and forth in front of Ioi.

  They have a crowd now. The scattered observers have thickened, their numbers augmented by passersby and word going through the Shreds, that what started as a pile of remembrances and doubts is now a storytelling performance. Even some of the Oneui are there, and looking like they might rip into Kuondae if she keeps talking. One of Eyo’s shed crest-feathers sits alongside Ona’s in the new shrine they’ve built in Gevsilon; an insult to her is an insult to all their people.

  But it’s Last that Kuondae is insulting, and the amphitheater is neutral ground, belonging to nobody. There aren’t any laws that bind all Drifters, just customs and habits, but to attack her would be a shocking breach of both. Kuondae knows it, and warms to her theme. “This man,” she says. “This immortal man, if we’re to believe the stories about him. This man who has outlived not only his own world, but hundreds of others, never found the time to come back to Gevsilon and see how his old friend was doing—if she’d succeeded in her quest.”